Sunday, September 18, 2011

Long Time, No Blog

It's been a long time since I last blogged...well over a month.  There is very good reason.  A rather happy moment in my life turned very bad and it left me feeling like nothing.  This is the last card I made before it happened and I honestly don't know when I will craft again.

I made this (it's a replica of my kitchen) to tell my parents that we were pregnant.  They were so excited.  The next week was my first prenatal appointment and my doctor told me there was no heartbeat - that I was going to miscarry.  It has completely changed me.  My craftiness is gone.  I don't know if it's because the last card I made was so closely tied to it, or if there is some other reason.

I am not looking for sympathy or other people's stories...they just make me angry at this point.  But sharing is supposed to make it better.